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Monday, May 31, 2004 @
7:34 pm
Haix.. Holidae start le.. me will nt be updating unless got smth interesting.. sorry worx.. HOLIDAYS ARE SOO DAMN BORING...
Sunday, May 30, 2004 @
1:40 am
[My dae]- Today got nth interesting de... Just like a normal day... Nth happened... Only small little unimportant things lor...
Today got meet-the-parent session.. It soo damn lame.. Go there.. Den go ava rm.. On the way there.. I saw mdm nuraida.. She told my mother tt im hardworking and a nice girl.. Muahahaha... Den go into ava rm got mr png.. Den my mother ask all sorts of qns.. Like did i fall aslp in class.. Blah blah blah.. And all the ans from mr png are positive.. Muahahaha... Den take report bk le.. Go back to concourse... Saw sujitha, afifah, zi jing and grace.. Chat with suji for a while den saw my mother walking down the stairs slowly... Den tt toopit suji(jkjk.. haha..) ask me to ask my mother by the healhty eating recipes den my mother buy lor.. Den mrs kristnan suddenly say u study F&N right? Ar.. The more u should buy.. grr... Den my mother ask her qns abt my behaviour in class again.. -_-|| My mother did buy the disc lor.. Den go home..
[At home]- Reach home le den eat lunch.. Den my medicine.. Den slp..... ZzZzZZzZ... Until abt 7+ use com... Halp suji with her blog.. Den do my own blog(make little changes only lar.. unless u are observant hor.. U cannot spot the change de..).. Den update blog lor.. hehe...
[Feelings]- So damn happy abt my results.. muahahahahaha... Moi class position is 3/29.. 3rd leh.. haha... Den moi english got 2nd.. haha.. Budden after reading a person whom i dun wan to mention `his(btw, is a boy lar) name's blog, i cried for *him again.. I broke my promise to myself.. How could i? I promised myself nv to cry for *him again.. Budden reading `his blog really made me unable to control myself.. Tears just roll down my cheeks.. Haix.. I shouln't have cried.. Wat should i do? Hmm..
`him = is a guy whom i dun wan to mention his name(if i say u all will go see his blog de.. later i die ar..)
*him = u all should noe ba.. Those who dunno den too bad lorx..
Friday, May 28, 2004 @
11:20 pm
[My dae]- Hehe.. today is sooooooo FUN!! haha...
[Sch]- Today me in backstage slping... Until da dialogue(i dunno how to spell =P) session starts(How can i slp when all the SMCs are on the stage.. Later they see me i die ar).. Den me go watch lor.. Sian leh.. Until yali's turn to ask.. Her voice too soft.. Have to adjust the mic volume higher...Den finally got smth to do.. Den after tt.. So sian... Cannot sit on the table later the SMCs see le den scold me.. Den no choice.. i sit on the floor lor.. Budden all the qns so lame.. except for the rtc thingy... Coz i dunno anything abt rtc.. i only noe rebellious student will be sent to rtc.. haha... Den after the dialogue session is recess.. saw liw and lian.. den chat with them for a while den go back to class.. Wash my own table.. Give back the englidh papers.. den sit down relax.. Den until the fire drill practice or watever its called starts, have to go bball court.. Its sooo damn HOT!! cannot tolerate neh.. Den we last 2nd class to go somemore.. HOT! Den go back class.. Den go concourse.. Den........ Mr mohan: ok.. 3n1 can go.. Muahahahaha... Budden he still sux.. announce oso dunno how to announce properly.. all the ppl in level 3 and 4 dunno wat to do.. We go down early den kena scolding by da toopit VP2, thomas *pui*..
[After sch]- Wait for cherie they all.. They all going out.. Dunno go where... Den en, jas and fangx want to go orchard.. Den en ask me to go along.. Last minute den tell me.. i nv bring enough money!! Budden nvm la.. dun wish to go home.. den go with them lor.. Den when we reach interchange le.. Jas and fangx suddenly say dun wan to go.. Only left en and me.. Den actually wan to with hui land they all.. budden they left first.. So still left the both of us lor.. Den we decided to go taka.. hehe.. i long long time nv go there le.. when we step into the entrance hor.. Inside hor.. So damn scary leh.. All branded.. Omg.. Err... nt for students, nt for students.. Den we go basement walk walk.. Saw lots of cuty thingys lehs.. Want to buy.. but both of us broke le.. So only can see... Den browse for abt 1hr den we go heeren.. When we wan to go in hor.. got one guy ask us to buy voucher.. we no money to buy.. Den reject it lor.. Den his fren walk to us and asked.. Fren: "Both of u sec 1 or 2?" Omg.. I look like sec 1 or 2 meh? feel so insulted leh.. grr.. Voucher guy: "Ren bu ke mao xiang" Wah liews.. Our height, quite tall ar.. In wat sense do we look like sec 1 and 2? grrr.. Budden fun.. haha.. Den the stuffs there like very boring liddat.. All are clothes.. We not interested.. haha.. Den shop there for abt 45mins den go back taka buy mac(coz can use ez-link pay ma.. hehe).. Den eat for abt 15 mins.. Den the time was abt 3+ i tink.. We decided to go home le.. legs pain neh.. Go take mrt.. so damn sqeezy.. Den still have to stand.. MY LEG PAIN!! Haix.. Budden still managed to find 2 empty seats after covering half of the journey.. Den we go home lor..
[At home]- Go home.. slp.. haha.. Den wake up use com.. Oh ya.. Shurn asked me to take personality test.. And i took it.. Den me the is considerate one.. haha.. Budden er.. i considerate meh? -_-|| After taking the test den i chat chat chat den now update blog lor.. hehe..
[Feelings]- Today morning feel slp.. Late morning feel very hot(due to the fire drill pratice).. Afternoon feel very happy(coz go taka).. Evening feel slpy.. Night oso haha..
K lar.. Muahahaha.. another long entry.. haha.. =D
Thursday, May 27, 2004 @
6:22 pm
[My dae]- Muhahahaha... No more mornings for me.. My boring daes are finally over.. Today was an interesting day... Muahaha...
[Sch]- Haha.. Today didn't even go back to class.. the whole day at the backstage.. Muahahaha... Same for tml.. Im not going back to class... Hehe.. Yea!! SLC RULEZ!! haha.. Today first thing is Film Festival.. I took the pictures of the prize winners.. Den when i was watching the video.. I almost cried at the end.. haix.. Soo damn emotional.. Den didn't manage to take *his picture.. haha.. nvm.. Den after Film Festival is the anger management thingy.. Soo boring.. Den me chat with ppl in the backstage lor.. So fun.. haha.. Den is recess.. Really dun feel like eating.. But must at least eat abit.. Coz have to eat medicine.. Haix.. Den after eating the medicine... feel soo slpy... Den slp for a while.. Until when the lower sec girls come in.. Den i wake up.. Haix.. Since the girls are in the backstage.. Might as well think of someone to do the talentime duties.. Budden really dunno who to ask.. Coz all the 4 girls hor.. Got attitude problems de... But i must choose 1 among those 4.. Haix.. Den choose hui ling lor.. Budden she nv come.. And i dun have her contact no. den ask Jie ling lor.. Jie ling dunno whether she got time anot.. Den i make xiao wei the reserve.. If jie ling cannot come den let xiao wei come.. Haix.. if all cannot come better.. den i ask jacob come.. He at least better den those 4 girls.. They only noe how to complain.. Dunno how to do work de.. Hmm.. Den when they come in, is already the anger management for lower sec.. Den after choosing the ppl for duties.. Almost all the ppl in the back stage playing with the camera.. haha.. Den we made the Hamtaro (which is abt 1oox smaller den us) bigger den us.. haha.. We took pics like hamtaro eating jing en and me.. Hamtaro stomping over je etc.. haha... FUN.. James suggested de.. Den when the lowersec girls saw those pics.. Their expressions was, O.O.. How come the hamtaro soo big..? haha... its our secret.. Those who noe.. SHhhhhh.... hehe... Den after the anger management is Film Festival for lowersec... Den i went down and took pics again... Den RRRRIIIINNNNGGGGG..!!!! hAHa..
[After sch]- Waited for cherie they all.. Den went home..
[At home]- Reach home le.. Den go eat lunch.. Den eat medicine again... Den i actually have to meet up with someone.. Budden really no mood.. Den ask him to come my hse de void deck den we chat chat for a while.. Chat with him very funny de.. He keep asking qns.. Haha.. Budden one thing which annoys me is.. He keep asking me to be his stead.. I dun wan.. We only met once.. Den be his stead? SIAO!!! Somemore i dun wan to get involved into lovey thingy anymore until when im ready.. Den we chat until he really got no qns to ask le.. Den he say wan to play bball Den i go home lor.. Come home le den use com.. until now.. Start updating blog.. hehe..
[My feelings todae]- Feel very sad in the from morning until abt 4+.. Coz saw him in backstage.. feel so damn hurt.. Den den until someone forced me to listen to him point out all the things tt i have been avioding since the day i noe them... All those points.. i knew long ago.. But i have been lying to myself.. Telling myself tt those points are nt true.. Now me, waken up by the guy who forced me to listen to him, is now ready to face reality.. Ready to let go of the past... And have stood up from my fall.. Muahahaha.. I no longer have to feel hurt even if i see him.. I feel soo much better.. Hehe...
Wow.. Today's entry soo long.. haha... =D
Wednesday, May 26, 2004 @
11:19 pm
[My day]- Boring
[Sch]- Hmm.. Today in class.. We chat with mdm nuraidah and mrs kwok.. sian.. Den after tt go watch movie.. Den later is recess.. Den later is MTV competition.. I went out of tune.. And the audience cannot hear our voices.. Den we lost.. Haix.. Nvm.. Cough like siao sfter the my performance.. Dunno y.. Den after tt got the career talk.. I didn't listen.. I was in the backstage drinking milo with Yiling, Jacob lau, Shu Geok and Hua Dong.. Haha... Den after the talk den can go le..
[After sch]- Went to return the control rm key and looked everywhere for mr chan.. Budden still cannot find him.. I need to return him the projector.. Got fed up and pass the projector to miss chua... Asked her help mi to pass to mr chan.. so damn troublesome.. Haix..
[At home]- Come back home, on the com eat medicine.. Chat for a while my sis come back.. Den let her use, i slp.. Den wake up le.. saw many ppl online.. Den they started talking to me.. Den played gb with soon hao and chin seng(my pri sch fren =D).. Den here i am.. Sian!!
[My feelings todae]- Feel rather sad.. Coz i saw *him in the video for audition.. haix.. Den dun really have the mood to do anything.. Even updating this blog.. haix.. Alot of ppl keep asking me to forget *him.. Giving all sorts of reasons like *he was taking advantage of me la, Dun love me anymore la.. And alot more.. Haix.. Hackcare la.. I even got scolded by my fren.. Say i toopit to cry over *him.. Am i really toopit? Is it really foolish to cry for *him? Haix.. I dunno the ans.. =C
Haix.. Still have to look for ppl to do the talentime... I in charge somemore.. Die le la.. Dunno who to ask... Dun really wish to call the lower sec.. They really got attitude problem leh.. Especialy the girls... Haix..
Tuesday, May 25, 2004 @
9:35 pm
Hmm.. Today nv go to sch.. hm..
[My day]- Hmm... Today nv go to sch coz i slp very late.. Last night cough like siao.. So unable to slp.. Den nv go ite.. Since my story will nv have *him again, I wan the door bell!! hm.. budden nvm.. haix.. Today actually wan to slp until late late de.. Budden the toopit machine or dunno wat lar, outside my hse.. down there TONG! TONG! TONG! Very noisy leh.. I cannot slp.. den wake up lor.. Den use com.. Until abt 2.3o den i go see doctor.. Until abt 4.0o den finish... Den go eat macdonald.. Me pro right?Coughing still go eat mAc.. haha.. Den go home eat medicine den use com again.. haha.. Den m0i sis suddenly come home.. Den have to let her use.. She ue until 6.0o den i use again.. haha.. Den try to look for ppl to talk to.. So bored... until ben ben suddenly ask me go play gb.. Den i play for a while.. Den come back msn again.. haha.. den chat with ppl lorz.. Sian right? hmm...
[My feelings todae]- Hmm.. Today whole day feel very sad.. Until when i play gb and my opponent is *him.. I felt very angry and keep shooting him... Really wish tt he will be out of my sight.. Haix.. Forget it.. =(
Now feel so damn dizzy and drowsy... Coz of the toopit medicine la.. Make me feel like i've drank half dozen cans of beer like tt.. Hm..
Monday, May 24, 2004 @
5:25 pm
Hmm.. Today was quite intersting.. Budden is boring to me.. Or i should say everyday is a boring day to me..
[Sch]- Today i came late to sch.. haix.. Yesterday night or rather today morning.. i slept at 3am.. Confirm cannot wake up de but still managed to wake up la.. Lucky today raining.. Den no need to record name.. hehe.. Den today 3n1 go bukit batok ite.. i feel so damn sick and really dun wish to go.. i kept coughing.. grr.. Den after we reach there.. One of the teachers there say.. The students are now having their exams.. All workshops are closed.. We cannot go around the sch and see the machines ect.. grr.. We went at the wrong time.. haix.. Den we sit down in the presentation rm for abt 3 hrs listening to the teacher.. I kept coughing even though there was silence among the students.. so damn paiseh leh.. I really cannot help it.. grr...Den after the slide shows and introduction, we went to have our refreshments.. Haix.. They gave only 1 sandwich and 1 drink.. So budget leh.. Den after our refreshments.. We went back to the presentation room and see slide shows again.. Due to the exams, we have to sit in there for a longer period of time to view different places in the sch.. diao.. See those places in the short film no fun de.. haix.. Den is our lunch break! B4 eating.. we went to the mini-mart.. wah.. Run by the students themselves leh.. Pro..!! Den we eat.. I didn't feel like eating.. so nv eat lor.. Den Suaidah, Hafizah, Amirah and me sit together with mdm nuraidah(im the only chinese..).. Den we chit chat.. Talking abt the frens around Suaidah, Hafizah and me.. I was surprised tt she noe cherie they all leh.. haha.. Den when chatting half-way... tt toopit dennis threw ice at me.. knn.. I nv provoke him he came disturb me.. siao! Lucky mdm nuraidah there.. den she helped me.. hehe.. Den we continue chit chat until the time is up.. Den go back to the display room(the whole workshop is divided in into different places ba.. den got refreshments room, 3 practical rooms(should be ba..), presentation room and display room).. Sit there assemble.. Den after showing us the different projects done by the student in the ite, den later start our practical work le.. We are divided into 3 grps.. A, B & C.. I was in grp A.. Den do the plastic thingy first.. its call the CAM, Computer-Aided Machines or smth like tt la.. i forgot le.. Den i did a cute little dolphin.. KAWAII!! Budden if the dolphin is abit more fatter... it will look nicer.. hehe.. Den after the the CAM, we go for refreshments again.. Den after the refreshments, Grp A will go do the CAD, Computer-Aided (i forgot wat is the 'D' le.. hehe tml den tell u all) it teaches us how to draw houses, cars alot other pictures in the computer.. its soo easy.. haha.. budden abit complicated la.. coz have to press enter alot of times.. if forgot to press den smth will go wrong.. Lol.. Den after tt we finish le.. Den go back to the presentation room again.. Coz of grp C(they haven finish, btw they bus haven come la..), den we watch mr bean.. HAHAHA... The one they show i got at home.. So didn't laugh really hard.. Budden its toopit.. like a retarded like tt(he's a retarded anyway).. haha.. Den after the mr bean show.. the teacher gave us riddles.. All the riddle s he gave i hear b4 one.. haha.. except 1 and im the only one who got it correct :p.. Cannot tell u all.. hehe.. Den when the bus arrived, we go back to sch lor..
[After sch]- When we reach the sch, is already abt 4+.. Den saw sujitha they all.. We chit chat for abt 10 mins.. Den they say wan to go le.. But i wan to toilet, den they go first lor.. Den when i came out.. i saw *him walking infront of me.. I was like omg.. pls dun turn ur head around.. i really wish tt *he would walk faster so tt i can catch up with my frens behind *him.. I only managed to catch up with them when we are near the bustop.. haix.. Actually wan to play crazy with them.. but dun have time... haix.. Den go home lor.. Should i blame *him or myself?
[At home]- When i reach home.. i only saw my father in the hse.. i was soo happy.. i can use the com earlier!! haha.. Den i used until 5.3o.. My sis suddenly come back.. Den have to let her use.. budden i was thinking.. aiya.. she only have 3o mins to use.. i go rest first.. den from rest.. to slp.. haha.. slp until abt 10+ den wake up(haha.. me like piggy..) Den here i am lor.. haha..
[My feelings todae]- Today didn't really feel very lonely, budden everywhere i go, i wish to cry.. I dunno y.. i miss him terribly.. haix.. i cannot comtrol myself.. hm.. i really wish tt there is smth i can do to end my sense of loneliness.. I feel lonely even if all my frens are around me.. the wrose part of the story was.. i saw *him twice.. this makes my tears drop.. Lucky only 4 drips.. hmm.. How i wish i can have *him by my side.. But its impossible.. haix..
Hmm.. today's entry is soooo long.. maybe its coz of the ite attachment la.. hmm.. tml still have to go bukit batok ite.. And make door bell haha.. Budden if those time can be replaced by *him, i dun wan the door bell le.. haix.. A door bell is nth compared to *him.. haix.. forget it.. *cough cough*
Sunday, May 23, 2004 @
6:13 pm
Hmm...
[Todae]- Hehe.. me went for a hair cut today.. Quite short.. *s0bs* Haix..
Me after hair cut =D
[My feelings todae]- Feel very lonely.. I miss him very much.. But wat can i do? Ans is nth.. Hm..
p.s: Picture abit blur.. coz its its taken with a hp.. hehe
Saturday, May 22, 2004 @
10:36 pm
Today got nth to write abt.. So i would like to thx some of my frens.. Beocz these few days were my saddest moments of life..
[Cherie*liw]- **Dun love any guy is the best way out of hell** She comforted me whenever i feel down... My best mei ever!!
[Cherie*lian]- **Nothing in this world last forever** Stand by be whenever i need her..
[Hui*lan]- **All guys are jerks** A real joker!! Haha...
[Jing*en]- lend me her shoulders each time i cry..
(Sujitha]- A person who always manage to make me happy even though im sad..
Thx a lot.. My true frens...=D
**These pharses are wat i have learnt from them
Friday, May 21, 2004 @
8:30 pm
Hm.. Today is oso a boring day..
[Sch]- Hm.. Today got back exam pappers.. 1st i got back my english pp.. I PASSED MY ENGLISH!! BOTH PP1 AND 2!! Muahahaha... And got 2nd in class.. :p First time in my life i got 2nd for english.. haha.. Den next paper i got back was History.. *sobs*.. I failed.. Got 20/50.. Need 5 more marks.. haix.. Den Next papper i got back was maths.. Phew.. I passed my maths.. Haha.. I almost failed.. Only got 59/100.. haix.. Actually Can get higher marks.. Budden when going through, i found lots of careless mistake.. Ahh!! So damn angry.. Den later i got back my chemistry.. I didn't acheive my target.. I need only 1 mark to reach my target.. *s0bs* my target is to get 40 or above.. I scored 39/50.. *crying* =( Many ppl say i scored very high le.. But tt was nt enough.. Even mrs heng oso agree tt my result is nt gd enough.. coz her expectation for us is to score full marks.. Dortz dortz.. Haix.. Den while mrs heng was going through the pp, i was slping.. Smth which surprises me was, she didn't wake me up.. In fact, many ppl were slping.. She didn't wake us up.. Is she mad? shh.... dun tell her worx.. hehe..
[After sch]- After chemistry.. RINGGGGGG!!! Yea!! Can go home le.. Budden dun really wish to go home.. When i saw cherie, i broke into tears.. i was really sad... Den i went into hiding again.. and cried.. haix.. Den after Abt 10 mins of crying.. I felt very tired(izzit coz i cried to much or i slp late??) and went home.. At the bus-stop, i saw cherie.. Shocked! I thought she left the sch 15 mins ago? Lol.. Den went home..
[At home]- Me reach home le.. Den watch tv for a while.. Den slp.. haix.. So tired.. Den woke up at abt 6.3o.. Den here i am.. Haix..
[My feelings todae]- Feel very sad.. Has been crying for hrs.. Dun really wish to carry on with my life.. I really wish to end it.. Feel really useless in the world, in this country, in the world of my frens, in my family, in the world of my own.. I feel really useless.. Im always a burden of others.. So wat is the point of having me in this planet? Haix..
Thursday, May 20, 2004 @
9:59 pm
haix... today like nth to write.. so might be a short entry..
[At home]- Today no need to go to sch..!! Hooray!! Woke up very late today.. Woke up at abt 12+.. hehe =P Den my sis not at home.. I can use the com.. haha.. soo gd.. Den me use until abt 3+.. My sis suddenly come back.. have to give up the com to her.. Budden nvm.. still can use at 6.. hehe.. Had a big quarrel with my sis.. She accued me of nt letting her use the com.. I was ready to let her use.. only haven off it.. Den she complain complain.. Den she suddenly cry and call my mother tell her i dun let use com.. Wah liews.. I nv let her use meh.. toopit.. dun talk abt her le.. den let her use until 7 den i come back.. like tt call nv let her use.. haix.. den after online le.. saw no one online, only james... den start chatting with him.. kind of surprised myself.. i thought i hate him very much.. But i was talking to him just now.. really unbelievable.. den after tt nth really happen le..
[*Him]- today is even worse.. We didn't even say hi.. soo disappointed.. Today important day somemore.. How can he forget it? Or he did it purposely? I dunno.. might nt be both.. haix.. Dun tink abt it le..
Wow.. Quite short.. Budden not very short haha.. gdgd.. k lar... bb
Monday, May 17, 2004 @
7:35 pm
Haix~~~ Me actually dun wan to write de.. Budden come here... Den start typing le..
[Sch]- Eh.. Today got maths pp 2.. Quite easy to me.. Coz out of 10 qns(really only got 10 qns for the whole pp), 6 of them are last year's qns.. This is wat makes me happy.. But the thing tt made me really mad was... None of the qns are from chapter 3!! I only studied chapter 3!!! Idiot leh... Hm.. I tried so hard to memorize the formulae and none of them came out!! Ahh... All my efforts are wasted!!! Haix.. lucky i noe how to do the rest.. Except for 1 qns tt really made me crack my head.. For tt qns.. the numbers are all smaller den 4.. And i can't solve it!! 5 marks gone!! Haix.. Really bad.. After exam, i go ask jingen to help me solve.. She did it half way and said: 'I do until half way... I really have no idea how to do le..' Is it really tt difficult? Budden i still manage to get the ans.. She noe how to do the 1st but dunno the 2nd part.. I dunno how to do the 1st part but i noe the 2nd part.. hehe.. :P
[After sch]- Me didn't really actually wait for anyone.. coz all my frens de exam end at 11+... Still have to wait at least 2 more hours.. Haha.. U wan me to stay in sch do nth for 2 hrs? NV!! So went back home le..
[At home]- Muhahaha... Reach home le.. My sis still slping(PIGGY!!).. Den me use the com.. hahahaha.... Den when i was playing gb, liw call me.. Liw: 'Pris.. Me Cherie hor.. Tml i got math pp 2.. I need the calculator.. I scared tml u late.. So me and hui lan going to ur hse and take.. k?' Muahaha.. Got ppl pei me le... Me wun be so bored le.. hehe :p When the wanders(go ask liw or lan can le) reach here, they knock the door as if got pervert outside my hse.. Scare me almost to death leh.. haha.. Den they use they com blah blah blah.. Talk abt avatars in gb.. Blah blah.. Den they say they saw some eriee things in kfc(should be ba.. I nt sure.. Coz i wasn't listening.. Too scared le.. hehe)... And i gave a *hey! dun tell me, i dun wan to listen* face, den they stop.. haha.. So glad they stop... :p den we play, chat, Scan + edit until 3.3o ba.. Den they go home le.. Den me go to slp.. Haha..
[Him]- Shiat!! Haix.. Didn't see *him, didn't chat on the phone, didn't really chat through msn, didn't sms.. haix... nvm.. I noe he care abt me can le.. Budden really miss him.. Haix..
[My feelings todae]- =), Happy, I dunno why... I just feel happy ba... :p
**ALl conversations are supposed to be in chinese.. So it was translated directly from chinese to singlish.. hehe.. If u prefer proper english.. Sorry worx.. :P
Friday, May 14, 2004 @
9:53 pm
Haha.. Long time nv update le worx.. Hehe.. Miss my bloggie le.. :p
[SCH]- Muahahahaha... Today de chem paper was damn easy... So happy.. :p Lucky mrs heng set this paper easy.. Or else me is going to hate her for life.. Budden she still got set qns dat she nv teach us de... So angry when i saw tt qns.. Almost everyone from my class dunno wat is sublimation.. WTH is tt???? Mrs heng nv explain clearly.. And no one dare to ask in class.. Later she scold: "I tot i just told the whole class? Have u been listening? Class, anyone can his/her ans for me? *no one ans coz no one noe the ans* Ok.. Since no one wan to ans so i will stop teaching.." Wah liews.. Wat kind of teacher is tt.. So in the end.. No one noe wat is sublimation.. Haix... Forget it..
[After sch]- GO HOME... hehe..
[At home]- Watch tv.. Play com.. and SLEEP!! hehe :p
[*Him]- Only see him once today.. Haix.. Den online nv talk.. No sms no nth..So abit disappointed... Haix.. Forget it.. No harm done..
Tuesday, May 11, 2004 @
4:27 pm
Haix~... Yesterday actually me got update.. Budden write until half way suddenly all lost.. Yesterday's entry was quite long.. Type until fingers pain leh.. =C Den dun wan to retype le.. hehe.. *ahem* lets nt waste time.. Mi will start from yesterday..
Yesterday:
Haix... Me will skip all the intro and blah blah blah.. Until the part where the a fight brok out in my class... Budden not really consider a fight.. I oso not sure.. I nv witness the event.. There is guy x and guy y were talking(should be ba.. I oso dunno.. :p).. Den dunno wat guy x did or said that made guy y so angry tt he threw a chair which hurt guy x's face(can see blood leh.. eeee)...When i entered the class, i saw guy x touching his face as if he was punched... Haix.... Too bad..
Today:
Today in class was actuall quite fun.. Coz 1st 2 periods is math.. Mr Png had to invigilate the practical test.. haha.. 2 free periods.. AND I SPENT THE 2 PERIODS VANDALISING MY TABLE.. hehe... shhhhh... Dun say anything.. hehe.. Den later is F&N.. Like nth to do like tt... So............ I continue vandalising the table.. hehe... shhh... Today no assembly!!!! So got early recess... Recess was damn terrible... My fren bully me again.. =C Keep beating neh.. Pinch me somemore(my fren bad right?).. PAIN!! Haix... Den after recess is Physics.. Haha.. Do filing.. Im soo happy... Can see my bao bei le( actually the file is my bao bei la.. hehe..) Erm next is English... 2 periods... So sian.. Feel like slping.. lolx.. Den later the last 2 periods is chinese and CME.. 2 periods chatting with teachers.. haha... Den go home.. Quite boring lar to u all lar.. budden.. 2day i really laugh alot.. This is like my happiest day in term 2.. shld be ba.. hehe...
Tml got exams again.. Have to study le.. Or else fail.. Haix.. bb.....
Saturday, May 08, 2004 @
8:07 pm
Haix.. Today oso got exams... Chinese somemore... I hate chinese..
Today the compo so damn difficult.. Haix... Really wish to kill mr goh.. Set papper until so difficult.. Mt paper 1... SOooooooooOOO difficult.. Sure fail.. Can use dictionary also fail.. Pro right?.. Den Mt paper 2... Haha.. i nv study.. So confirm fail de.. Haix.. Cannot blame.. hehe :p
Den after sch go home.. Boring right? Haix.. Coz no one is adding colours into my life.. Too bad.. k lar.. Gtg go le.. HOPE ALL OF U WILL PASS UR MYE.. All da best!! =)
Friday, May 07, 2004 @
5:49 pm
Haix.. Today took english and history paper... English was quiet ok... But History.. Omg.. Sure fail.. It was soo damn DIFFICULT!! I forgot to study the aims for Stalin to introduce the FYP!! Tat made me loss 19 marks... Omg.. :( I keep studying China.. and it was damn easy and does not really need any contextual knowledge.. :( Soo disappointed...
Haix.. Now must go study le.. later tml, same thing happen... I'll really kill myself.. Gtg le.. Bye bye..
Thursday, May 06, 2004 @
6:33 pm
Haix.. Tml exam le... So have to make this a short entry.. Me need to study.. :p
Nth very sian... Nth to write abt.. In class, do revision... After sch, wait for Cherie*lian and hui lan... Den eat our lunch.. Go home..
Reach home le.. Do nth but study... Haix.. BORING!! Lol...
Me will end here le.. Sorry worx.. Really short entry.. SORRY!!!!!
Wednesday, May 05, 2004 @
11:28 pm
Hehe.. Me almost forgot to update my blog.. Hehe..
Today in class nth really happened.. Budden today Mrs kwok taught us something abt kindness and told us a story abt being kind.. And she kept making herself as an example of the person being kind.. I was like.. Omg.. Mrs kwok? Kind? Erm.. *ahem*.. hehe.. Den she told us to write a note of kindness to the person sitting beside us.. Haix.. Me and the guy beside me is like fighting a war against each other.. I really can't think of anything to write.. Den suddenly Mrs kwok reminded me of something.. He did lend his stationeries to me.. So i wrote that to him.. Finish writng le den pass him the note.. I was shocked to receive a note from him.. Den the war ended.. OMG.. MRS KWOK DID ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING GOOD... Den he started lending me his things again.. Den i continued to help him with his studies.. Does it sound like happy ending.. duh..
Den after sch.. Not much to write.. Me went home after having my lunch.. Reach home le.. Slp... Wake up le.. Update blog.. Later.. Slp again(like pig rite?)... Hehe...
Tuesday, May 04, 2004 @
6:54 pm
Yoz.. My first time making an entry!! =P Soo Happy.. if got anything wrong must tell me worx.. tqtq...
Haix.. I really hate me class.. They very guo fen leh.. Hide all my things.. Make me unable to concentrate in class.. Sure fail MYE.. I want to transfer class!!! Budden i love my class mentor.. And i dun really like mrs Bala.. Tat stupid class keep giving problems.. Calling me names.. Insulting me.. I cannot tolerate anymore.. Budden wat can i do? Hm.. I want my frens with me.. Haix.. But this will never come true..
Today after sch.. Jingen councilled me.. TQ very much!! After that, Jingen and Cherie*lian and me went out of sch's nearby basketball court.. We sit down on the court and chat until 3.15.. haha.. Den we went back to sch to wait for *him.. Think after abt 5 mins horx.. en say wan to go JP le... Den leave Cherie*lian and me to wait for *him..
We wait for abt 20mins.. Still cannot find him.. Budden saw Soonhao.. I took his Social Studies textbook and refuse to return it(me bad right?).. haha.. He follow us to the street soccer court.. Ahh! Found *him in the street soccer court.. Wah! Really wish to kill him... Budden we still wait for him.. Den we continue play with Soonhao.. :P He got angry abd left.. Omg.. I have to bring home his book!! Haix.. My fault ma..
Den we wait, wait and wait.. Finally, can see his face in the canteen.. Den we left.. When we reach the bus-stop.. *He suddenly say cannot send me home.. Feel quite disappointed at first.. Budden feel much better when i receive *his sms when i reached home.. =X
That's all for today... Wah.. Quite long neh.. Budden all Singlish.. :p
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Monday, May 31, 2004 @
7:34 pm
Haix.. Holidae start le.. me will nt be updating unless got smth interesting.. sorry worx.. HOLIDAYS ARE SOO DAMN BORING...
Sunday, May 30, 2004 @
1:40 am
[My dae]- Today got nth interesting de... Just like a normal day... Nth happened... Only small little unimportant things lor...
Today got meet-the-parent session.. It soo damn lame.. Go there.. Den go ava rm.. On the way there.. I saw mdm nuraida.. She told my mother tt im hardworking and a nice girl.. Muahahaha... Den go into ava rm got mr png.. Den my mother ask all sorts of qns.. Like did i fall aslp in class.. Blah blah blah.. And all the ans from mr png are positive.. Muahahaha... Den take report bk le.. Go back to concourse... Saw sujitha, afifah, zi jing and grace.. Chat with suji for a while den saw my mother walking down the stairs slowly... Den tt toopit suji(jkjk.. haha..) ask me to ask my mother by the healhty eating recipes den my mother buy lor.. Den mrs kristnan suddenly say u study F&N right? Ar.. The more u should buy.. grr... Den my mother ask her qns abt my behaviour in class again.. -_-|| My mother did buy the disc lor.. Den go home..
[At home]- Reach home le den eat lunch.. Den my medicine.. Den slp..... ZzZzZZzZ... Until abt 7+ use com... Halp suji with her blog.. Den do my own blog(make little changes only lar.. unless u are observant hor.. U cannot spot the change de..).. Den update blog lor.. hehe...
[Feelings]- So damn happy abt my results.. muahahahahaha... Moi class position is 3/29.. 3rd leh.. haha... Den moi english got 2nd.. haha.. Budden after reading a person whom i dun wan to mention `his(btw, is a boy lar) name's blog, i cried for *him again.. I broke my promise to myself.. How could i? I promised myself nv to cry for *him again.. Budden reading `his blog really made me unable to control myself.. Tears just roll down my cheeks.. Haix.. I shouln't have cried.. Wat should i do? Hmm..
`him = is a guy whom i dun wan to mention his name(if i say u all will go see his blog de.. later i die ar..)
*him = u all should noe ba.. Those who dunno den too bad lorx..
Friday, May 28, 2004 @
11:20 pm
[My dae]- Hehe.. today is sooooooo FUN!! haha...
[Sch]- Today me in backstage slping... Until da dialogue(i dunno how to spell =P) session starts(How can i slp when all the SMCs are on the stage.. Later they see me i die ar).. Den me go watch lor.. Sian leh.. Until yali's turn to ask.. Her voice too soft.. Have to adjust the mic volume higher...Den finally got smth to do.. Den after tt.. So sian... Cannot sit on the table later the SMCs see le den scold me.. Den no choice.. i sit on the floor lor.. Budden all the qns so lame.. except for the rtc thingy... Coz i dunno anything abt rtc.. i only noe rebellious student will be sent to rtc.. haha... Den after the dialogue session is recess.. saw liw and lian.. den chat with them for a while den go back to class.. Wash my own table.. Give back the englidh papers.. den sit down relax.. Den until the fire drill practice or watever its called starts, have to go bball court.. Its sooo damn HOT!! cannot tolerate neh.. Den we last 2nd class to go somemore.. HOT! Den go back class.. Den go concourse.. Den........ Mr mohan: ok.. 3n1 can go.. Muahahahaha... Budden he still sux.. announce oso dunno how to announce properly.. all the ppl in level 3 and 4 dunno wat to do.. We go down early den kena scolding by da toopit VP2, thomas *pui*..
[After sch]- Wait for cherie they all.. They all going out.. Dunno go where... Den en, jas and fangx want to go orchard.. Den en ask me to go along.. Last minute den tell me.. i nv bring enough money!! Budden nvm la.. dun wish to go home.. den go with them lor.. Den when we reach interchange le.. Jas and fangx suddenly say dun wan to go.. Only left en and me.. Den actually wan to with hui land they all.. budden they left first.. So still left the both of us lor.. Den we decided to go taka.. hehe.. i long long time nv go there le.. when we step into the entrance hor.. Inside hor.. So damn scary leh.. All branded.. Omg.. Err... nt for students, nt for students.. Den we go basement walk walk.. Saw lots of cuty thingys lehs.. Want to buy.. but both of us broke le.. So only can see... Den browse for abt 1hr den we go heeren.. When we wan to go in hor.. got one guy ask us to buy voucher.. we no money to buy.. Den reject it lor.. Den his fren walk to us and asked.. Fren: "Both of u sec 1 or 2?" Omg.. I look like sec 1 or 2 meh? feel so insulted leh.. grr.. Voucher guy: "Ren bu ke mao xiang" Wah liews.. Our height, quite tall ar.. In wat sense do we look like sec 1 and 2? grrr.. Budden fun.. haha.. Den the stuffs there like very boring liddat.. All are clothes.. We not interested.. haha.. Den shop there for abt 45mins den go back taka buy mac(coz can use ez-link pay ma.. hehe).. Den eat for abt 15 mins.. Den the time was abt 3+ i tink.. We decided to go home le.. legs pain neh.. Go take mrt.. so damn sqeezy.. Den still have to stand.. MY LEG PAIN!! Haix.. Budden still managed to find 2 empty seats after covering half of the journey.. Den we go home lor..
[At home]- Go home.. slp.. haha.. Den wake up use com.. Oh ya.. Shurn asked me to take personality test.. And i took it.. Den me the is considerate one.. haha.. Budden er.. i considerate meh? -_-|| After taking the test den i chat chat chat den now update blog lor.. hehe..
[Feelings]- Today morning feel slp.. Late morning feel very hot(due to the fire drill pratice).. Afternoon feel very happy(coz go taka).. Evening feel slpy.. Night oso haha..
K lar.. Muahahaha.. another long entry.. haha.. =D
Thursday, May 27, 2004 @
6:22 pm
[My dae]- Muhahahaha... No more mornings for me.. My boring daes are finally over.. Today was an interesting day... Muahaha...
[Sch]- Haha.. Today didn't even go back to class.. the whole day at the backstage.. Muahahaha... Same for tml.. Im not going back to class... Hehe.. Yea!! SLC RULEZ!! haha.. Today first thing is Film Festival.. I took the pictures of the prize winners.. Den when i was watching the video.. I almost cried at the end.. haix.. Soo damn emotional.. Den didn't manage to take *his picture.. haha.. nvm.. Den after Film Festival is the anger management thingy.. Soo boring.. Den me chat with ppl in the backstage lor.. So fun.. haha.. Den is recess.. Really dun feel like eating.. But must at least eat abit.. Coz have to eat medicine.. Haix.. Den after eating the medicine... feel soo slpy... Den slp for a while.. Until when the lower sec girls come in.. Den i wake up.. Haix.. Since the girls are in the backstage.. Might as well think of someone to do the talentime duties.. Budden really dunno who to ask.. Coz all the 4 girls hor.. Got attitude problems de... But i must choose 1 among those 4.. Haix.. Den choose hui ling lor.. Budden she nv come.. And i dun have her contact no. den ask Jie ling lor.. Jie ling dunno whether she got time anot.. Den i make xiao wei the reserve.. If jie ling cannot come den let xiao wei come.. Haix.. if all cannot come better.. den i ask jacob come.. He at least better den those 4 girls.. They only noe how to complain.. Dunno how to do work de.. Hmm.. Den when they come in, is already the anger management for lower sec.. Den after choosing the ppl for duties.. Almost all the ppl in the back stage playing with the camera.. haha.. Den we made the Hamtaro (which is abt 1oox smaller den us) bigger den us.. haha.. We took pics like hamtaro eating jing en and me.. Hamtaro stomping over je etc.. haha... FUN.. James suggested de.. Den when the lowersec girls saw those pics.. Their expressions was, O.O.. How come the hamtaro soo big..? haha... its our secret.. Those who noe.. SHhhhhh.... hehe... Den after the anger management is Film Festival for lowersec... Den i went down and took pics again... Den RRRRIIIINNNNGGGGG..!!!! hAHa..
[After sch]- Waited for cherie they all.. Den went home..
[At home]- Reach home le.. Den go eat lunch.. Den eat medicine again... Den i actually have to meet up with someone.. Budden really no mood.. Den ask him to come my hse de void deck den we chat chat for a while.. Chat with him very funny de.. He keep asking qns.. Haha.. Budden one thing which annoys me is.. He keep asking me to be his stead.. I dun wan.. We only met once.. Den be his stead? SIAO!!! Somemore i dun wan to get involved into lovey thingy anymore until when im ready.. Den we chat until he really got no qns to ask le.. Den he say wan to play bball Den i go home lor.. Come home le den use com.. until now.. Start updating blog.. hehe..
[My feelings todae]- Feel very sad in the from morning until abt 4+.. Coz saw him in backstage.. feel so damn hurt.. Den den until someone forced me to listen to him point out all the things tt i have been avioding since the day i noe them... All those points.. i knew long ago.. But i have been lying to myself.. Telling myself tt those points are nt true.. Now me, waken up by the guy who forced me to listen to him, is now ready to face reality.. Ready to let go of the past... And have stood up from my fall.. Muahahaha.. I no longer have to feel hurt even if i see him.. I feel soo much better.. Hehe...
Wow.. Today's entry soo long.. haha... =D
Wednesday, May 26, 2004 @
11:19 pm
[My day]- Boring
[Sch]- Hmm.. Today in class.. We chat with mdm nuraidah and mrs kwok.. sian.. Den after tt go watch movie.. Den later is recess.. Den later is MTV competition.. I went out of tune.. And the audience cannot hear our voices.. Den we lost.. Haix.. Nvm.. Cough like siao sfter the my performance.. Dunno y.. Den after tt got the career talk.. I didn't listen.. I was in the backstage drinking milo with Yiling, Jacob lau, Shu Geok and Hua Dong.. Haha... Den after the talk den can go le..
[After sch]- Went to return the control rm key and looked everywhere for mr chan.. Budden still cannot find him.. I need to return him the projector.. Got fed up and pass the projector to miss chua... Asked her help mi to pass to mr chan.. so damn troublesome.. Haix..
[At home]- Come back home, on the com eat medicine.. Chat for a while my sis come back.. Den let her use, i slp.. Den wake up le.. saw many ppl online.. Den they started talking to me.. Den played gb with soon hao and chin seng(my pri sch fren =D).. Den here i am.. Sian!!
[My feelings todae]- Feel rather sad.. Coz i saw *him in the video for audition.. haix.. Den dun really have the mood to do anything.. Even updating this blog.. haix.. Alot of ppl keep asking me to forget *him.. Giving all sorts of reasons like *he was taking advantage of me la, Dun love me anymore la.. And alot more.. Haix.. Hackcare la.. I even got scolded by my fren.. Say i toopit to cry over *him.. Am i really toopit? Is it really foolish to cry for *him? Haix.. I dunno the ans.. =C
Haix.. Still have to look for ppl to do the talentime... I in charge somemore.. Die le la.. Dunno who to ask... Dun really wish to call the lower sec.. They really got attitude problem leh.. Especialy the girls... Haix..
Tuesday, May 25, 2004 @
9:35 pm
Hmm.. Today nv go to sch.. hm..
[My day]- Hmm... Today nv go to sch coz i slp very late.. Last night cough like siao.. So unable to slp.. Den nv go ite.. Since my story will nv have *him again, I wan the door bell!! hm.. budden nvm.. haix.. Today actually wan to slp until late late de.. Budden the toopit machine or dunno wat lar, outside my hse.. down there TONG! TONG! TONG! Very noisy leh.. I cannot slp.. den wake up lor.. Den use com.. Until abt 2.3o den i go see doctor.. Until abt 4.0o den finish... Den go eat macdonald.. Me pro right?Coughing still go eat mAc.. haha.. Den go home eat medicine den use com again.. haha.. Den m0i sis suddenly come home.. Den have to let her use.. She ue until 6.0o den i use again.. haha.. Den try to look for ppl to talk to.. So bored... until ben ben suddenly ask me go play gb.. Den i play for a while.. Den come back msn again.. haha.. den chat with ppl lorz.. Sian right? hmm...
[My feelings todae]- Hmm.. Today whole day feel very sad.. Until when i play gb and my opponent is *him.. I felt very angry and keep shooting him... Really wish tt he will be out of my sight.. Haix.. Forget it.. =(
Now feel so damn dizzy and drowsy... Coz of the toopit medicine la.. Make me feel like i've drank half dozen cans of beer like tt.. Hm..
Monday, May 24, 2004 @
5:25 pm
Hmm.. Today was quite intersting.. Budden is boring to me.. Or i should say everyday is a boring day to me..
[Sch]- Today i came late to sch.. haix.. Yesterday night or rather today morning.. i slept at 3am.. Confirm cannot wake up de but still managed to wake up la.. Lucky today raining.. Den no need to record name.. hehe.. Den today 3n1 go bukit batok ite.. i feel so damn sick and really dun wish to go.. i kept coughing.. grr.. Den after we reach there.. One of the teachers there say.. The students are now having their exams.. All workshops are closed.. We cannot go around the sch and see the machines ect.. grr.. We went at the wrong time.. haix.. Den we sit down in the presentation rm for abt 3 hrs listening to the teacher.. I kept coughing even though there was silence among the students.. so damn paiseh leh.. I really cannot help it.. grr...Den after the slide shows and introduction, we went to have our refreshments.. Haix.. They gave only 1 sandwich and 1 drink.. So budget leh.. Den after our refreshments.. We went back to the presentation room and see slide shows again.. Due to the exams, we have to sit in there for a longer period of time to view different places in the sch.. diao.. See those places in the short film no fun de.. haix.. Den is our lunch break! B4 eating.. we went to the mini-mart.. wah.. Run by the students themselves leh.. Pro..!! Den we eat.. I didn't feel like eating.. so nv eat lor.. Den Suaidah, Hafizah, Amirah and me sit together with mdm nuraidah(im the only chinese..).. Den we chit chat.. Talking abt the frens around Suaidah, Hafizah and me.. I was surprised tt she noe cherie they all leh.. haha.. Den when chatting half-way... tt toopit dennis threw ice at me.. knn.. I nv provoke him he came disturb me.. siao! Lucky mdm nuraidah there.. den she helped me.. hehe.. Den we continue chit chat until the time is up.. Den go back to the display room(the whole workshop is divided in into different places ba.. den got refreshments room, 3 practical rooms(should be ba..), presentation room and display room).. Sit there assemble.. Den after showing us the different projects done by the student in the ite, den later start our practical work le.. We are divided into 3 grps.. A, B & C.. I was in grp A.. Den do the plastic thingy first.. its call the CAM, Computer-Aided Machines or smth like tt la.. i forgot le.. Den i did a cute little dolphin.. KAWAII!! Budden if the dolphin is abit more fatter... it will look nicer.. hehe.. Den after the the CAM, we go for refreshments again.. Den after the refreshments, Grp A will go do the CAD, Computer-Aided (i forgot wat is the 'D' le.. hehe tml den tell u all) it teaches us how to draw houses, cars alot other pictures in the computer.. its soo easy.. haha.. budden abit complicated la.. coz have to press enter alot of times.. if forgot to press den smth will go wrong.. Lol.. Den after tt we finish le.. Den go back to the presentation room again.. Coz of grp C(they haven finish, btw they bus haven come la..), den we watch mr bean.. HAHAHA... The one they show i got at home.. So didn't laugh really hard.. Budden its toopit.. like a retarded like tt(he's a retarded anyway).. haha.. Den after the mr bean show.. the teacher gave us riddles.. All the riddle s he gave i hear b4 one.. haha.. except 1 and im the only one who got it correct :p.. Cannot tell u all.. hehe.. Den when the bus arrived, we go back to sch lor..
[After sch]- When we reach the sch, is already abt 4+.. Den saw sujitha they all.. We chit chat for abt 10 mins.. Den they say wan to go le.. But i wan to toilet, den they go first lor.. Den when i came out.. i saw *him walking infront of me.. I was like omg.. pls dun turn ur head around.. i really wish tt *he would walk faster so tt i can catch up with my frens behind *him.. I only managed to catch up with them when we are near the bustop.. haix.. Actually wan to play crazy with them.. but dun have time... haix.. Den go home lor.. Should i blame *him or myself?
[At home]- When i reach home.. i only saw my father in the hse.. i was soo happy.. i can use the com earlier!! haha.. Den i used until 5.3o.. My sis suddenly come back.. Den have to let her use.. budden i was thinking.. aiya.. she only have 3o mins to use.. i go rest first.. den from rest.. to slp.. haha.. slp until abt 10+ den wake up(haha.. me like piggy..) Den here i am lor.. haha..
[My feelings todae]- Today didn't really feel very lonely, budden everywhere i go, i wish to cry.. I dunno y.. i miss him terribly.. haix.. i cannot comtrol myself.. hm.. i really wish tt there is smth i can do to end my sense of loneliness.. I feel lonely even if all my frens are around me.. the wrose part of the story was.. i saw *him twice.. this makes my tears drop.. Lucky only 4 drips.. hmm.. How i wish i can have *him by my side.. But its impossible.. haix..
Hmm.. today's entry is soooo long.. maybe its coz of the ite attachment la.. hmm.. tml still have to go bukit batok ite.. And make door bell haha.. Budden if those time can be replaced by *him, i dun wan the door bell le.. haix.. A door bell is nth compared to *him.. haix.. forget it.. *cough cough*
Sunday, May 23, 2004 @
6:13 pm
Hmm...
[Todae]- Hehe.. me went for a hair cut today.. Quite short.. *s0bs* Haix..
Me after hair cut =D
[My feelings todae]- Feel very lonely.. I miss him very much.. But wat can i do? Ans is nth.. Hm..
p.s: Picture abit blur.. coz its its taken with a hp.. hehe
Saturday, May 22, 2004 @
10:36 pm
Today got nth to write abt.. So i would like to thx some of my frens.. Beocz these few days were my saddest moments of life..
[Cherie*liw]- **Dun love any guy is the best way out of hell** She comforted me whenever i feel down... My best mei ever!!
[Cherie*lian]- **Nothing in this world last forever** Stand by be whenever i need her..
[Hui*lan]- **All guys are jerks** A real joker!! Haha...
[Jing*en]- lend me her shoulders each time i cry..
(Sujitha]- A person who always manage to make me happy even though im sad..
Thx a lot.. My true frens...=D
**These pharses are wat i have learnt from them
Friday, May 21, 2004 @
8:30 pm
Hm.. Today is oso a boring day..
[Sch]- Hm.. Today got back exam pappers.. 1st i got back my english pp.. I PASSED MY ENGLISH!! BOTH PP1 AND 2!! Muahahaha... And got 2nd in class.. :p First time in my life i got 2nd for english.. haha.. Den next paper i got back was History.. *sobs*.. I failed.. Got 20/50.. Need 5 more marks.. haix.. Den Next papper i got back was maths.. Phew.. I passed my maths.. Haha.. I almost failed.. Only got 59/100.. haix.. Actually Can get higher marks.. Budden when going through, i found lots of careless mistake.. Ahh!! So damn angry.. Den later i got back my chemistry.. I didn't acheive my target.. I need only 1 mark to reach my target.. *s0bs* my target is to get 40 or above.. I scored 39/50.. *crying* =( Many ppl say i scored very high le.. But tt was nt enough.. Even mrs heng oso agree tt my result is nt gd enough.. coz her expectation for us is to score full marks.. Dortz dortz.. Haix.. Den while mrs heng was going through the pp, i was slping.. Smth which surprises me was, she didn't wake me up.. In fact, many ppl were slping.. She didn't wake us up.. Is she mad? shh.... dun tell her worx.. hehe..
[After sch]- After chemistry.. RINGGGGGG!!! Yea!! Can go home le.. Budden dun really wish to go home.. When i saw cherie, i broke into tears.. i was really sad... Den i went into hiding again.. and cried.. haix.. Den after Abt 10 mins of crying.. I felt very tired(izzit coz i cried to much or i slp late??) and went home.. At the bus-stop, i saw cherie.. Shocked! I thought she left the sch 15 mins ago? Lol.. Den went home..
[At home]- Me reach home le.. Den watch tv for a while.. Den slp.. haix.. So tired.. Den woke up at abt 6.3o.. Den here i am.. Haix..
[My feelings todae]- Feel very sad.. Has been crying for hrs.. Dun really wish to carry on with my life.. I really wish to end it.. Feel really useless in the world, in this country, in the world of my frens, in my family, in the world of my own.. I feel really useless.. Im always a burden of others.. So wat is the point of having me in this planet? Haix..
Thursday, May 20, 2004 @
9:59 pm
haix... today like nth to write.. so might be a short entry..
[At home]- Today no need to go to sch..!! Hooray!! Woke up very late today.. Woke up at abt 12+.. hehe =P Den my sis not at home.. I can use the com.. haha.. soo gd.. Den me use until abt 3+.. My sis suddenly come back.. have to give up the com to her.. Budden nvm.. still can use at 6.. hehe.. Had a big quarrel with my sis.. She accued me of nt letting her use the com.. I was ready to let her use.. only haven off it.. Den she complain complain.. Den she suddenly cry and call my mother tell her i dun let use com.. Wah liews.. I nv let her use meh.. toopit.. dun talk abt her le.. den let her use until 7 den i come back.. like tt call nv let her use.. haix.. den after online le.. saw no one online, only james... den start chatting with him.. kind of surprised myself.. i thought i hate him very much.. But i was talking to him just now.. really unbelievable.. den after tt nth really happen le..
[*Him]- today is even worse.. We didn't even say hi.. soo disappointed.. Today important day somemore.. How can he forget it? Or he did it purposely? I dunno.. might nt be both.. haix.. Dun tink abt it le..
Wow.. Quite short.. Budden not very short haha.. gdgd.. k lar... bb
Monday, May 17, 2004 @
7:35 pm
Haix~~~ Me actually dun wan to write de.. Budden come here... Den start typing le..
[Sch]- Eh.. Today got maths pp 2.. Quite easy to me.. Coz out of 10 qns(really only got 10 qns for the whole pp), 6 of them are last year's qns.. This is wat makes me happy.. But the thing tt made me really mad was... None of the qns are from chapter 3!! I only studied chapter 3!!! Idiot leh... Hm.. I tried so hard to memorize the formulae and none of them came out!! Ahh... All my efforts are wasted!!! Haix.. lucky i noe how to do the rest.. Except for 1 qns tt really made me crack my head.. For tt qns.. the numbers are all smaller den 4.. And i can't solve it!! 5 marks gone!! Haix.. Really bad.. After exam, i go ask jingen to help me solve.. She did it half way and said: 'I do until half way... I really have no idea how to do le..' Is it really tt difficult? Budden i still manage to get the ans.. She noe how to do the 1st but dunno the 2nd part.. I dunno how to do the 1st part but i noe the 2nd part.. hehe.. :P
[After sch]- Me didn't really actually wait for anyone.. coz all my frens de exam end at 11+... Still have to wait at least 2 more hours.. Haha.. U wan me to stay in sch do nth for 2 hrs? NV!! So went back home le..
[At home]- Muhahaha... Reach home le.. My sis still slping(PIGGY!!).. Den me use the com.. hahahaha.... Den when i was playing gb, liw call me.. Liw: 'Pris.. Me Cherie hor.. Tml i got math pp 2.. I need the calculator.. I scared tml u late.. So me and hui lan going to ur hse and take.. k?' Muahaha.. Got ppl pei me le... Me wun be so bored le.. hehe :p When the wanders(go ask liw or lan can le) reach here, they knock the door as if got pervert outside my hse.. Scare me almost to death leh.. haha.. Den they use they com blah blah blah.. Talk abt avatars in gb.. Blah blah.. Den they say they saw some eriee things in kfc(should be ba.. I nt sure.. Coz i wasn't listening.. Too scared le.. hehe)... And i gave a *hey! dun tell me, i dun wan to listen* face, den they stop.. haha.. So glad they stop... :p den we play, chat, Scan + edit until 3.3o ba.. Den they go home le.. Den me go to slp.. Haha..
[Him]- Shiat!! Haix.. Didn't see *him, didn't chat on the phone, didn't really chat through msn, didn't sms.. haix... nvm.. I noe he care abt me can le.. Budden really miss him.. Haix..
[My feelings todae]- =), Happy, I dunno why... I just feel happy ba... :p
**ALl conversations are supposed to be in chinese.. So it was translated directly from chinese to singlish.. hehe.. If u prefer proper english.. Sorry worx.. :P
Friday, May 14, 2004 @
9:53 pm
Haha.. Long time nv update le worx.. Hehe.. Miss my bloggie le.. :p
[SCH]- Muahahahaha... Today de chem paper was damn easy... So happy.. :p Lucky mrs heng set this paper easy.. Or else me is going to hate her for life.. Budden she still got set qns dat she nv teach us de... So angry when i saw tt qns.. Almost everyone from my class dunno wat is sublimation.. WTH is tt???? Mrs heng nv explain clearly.. And no one dare to ask in class.. Later she scold: "I tot i just told the whole class? Have u been listening? Class, anyone can his/her ans for me? *no one ans coz no one noe the ans* Ok.. Since no one wan to ans so i will stop teaching.." Wah liews.. Wat kind of teacher is tt.. So in the end.. No one noe wat is sublimation.. Haix... Forget it..
[After sch]- GO HOME... hehe..
[At home]- Watch tv.. Play com.. and SLEEP!! hehe :p
[*Him]- Only see him once today.. Haix.. Den online nv talk.. No sms no nth..So abit disappointed... Haix.. Forget it.. No harm done..
Tuesday, May 11, 2004 @
4:27 pm
Haix~... Yesterday actually me got update.. Budden write until half way suddenly all lost.. Yesterday's entry was quite long.. Type until fingers pain leh.. =C Den dun wan to retype le.. hehe.. *ahem* lets nt waste time.. Mi will start from yesterday..
Yesterday:
Haix... Me will skip all the intro and blah blah blah.. Until the part where the a fight brok out in my class... Budden not really consider a fight.. I oso not sure.. I nv witness the event.. There is guy x and guy y were talking(should be ba.. I oso dunno.. :p).. Den dunno wat guy x did or said that made guy y so angry tt he threw a chair which hurt guy x's face(can see blood leh.. eeee)...When i entered the class, i saw guy x touching his face as if he was punched... Haix.... Too bad..
Today:
Today in class was actuall quite fun.. Coz 1st 2 periods is math.. Mr Png had to invigilate the practical test.. haha.. 2 free periods.. AND I SPENT THE 2 PERIODS VANDALISING MY TABLE.. hehe... shhhhh... Dun say anything.. hehe.. Den later is F&N.. Like nth to do like tt... So............ I continue vandalising the table.. hehe... shhh... Today no assembly!!!! So got early recess... Recess was damn terrible... My fren bully me again.. =C Keep beating neh.. Pinch me somemore(my fren bad right?).. PAIN!! Haix... Den after recess is Physics.. Haha.. Do filing.. Im soo happy... Can see my bao bei le( actually the file is my bao bei la.. hehe..) Erm next is English... 2 periods... So sian.. Feel like slping.. lolx.. Den later the last 2 periods is chinese and CME.. 2 periods chatting with teachers.. haha... Den go home.. Quite boring lar to u all lar.. budden.. 2day i really laugh alot.. This is like my happiest day in term 2.. shld be ba.. hehe...
Tml got exams again.. Have to study le.. Or else fail.. Haix.. bb.....
Saturday, May 08, 2004 @
8:07 pm
Haix.. Today oso got exams... Chinese somemore... I hate chinese..
Today the compo so damn difficult.. Haix... Really wish to kill mr goh.. Set papper until so difficult.. Mt paper 1... SOooooooooOOO difficult.. Sure fail.. Can use dictionary also fail.. Pro right?.. Den Mt paper 2... Haha.. i nv study.. So confirm fail de.. Haix.. Cannot blame.. hehe :p
Den after sch go home.. Boring right? Haix.. Coz no one is adding colours into my life.. Too bad.. k lar.. Gtg go le.. HOPE ALL OF U WILL PASS UR MYE.. All da best!! =)
Friday, May 07, 2004 @
5:49 pm
Haix.. Today took english and history paper... English was quiet ok... But History.. Omg.. Sure fail.. It was soo damn DIFFICULT!! I forgot to study the aims for Stalin to introduce the FYP!! Tat made me loss 19 marks... Omg.. :( I keep studying China.. and it was damn easy and does not really need any contextual knowledge.. :( Soo disappointed...
Haix.. Now must go study le.. later tml, same thing happen... I'll really kill myself.. Gtg le.. Bye bye..
Thursday, May 06, 2004 @
6:33 pm
Haix.. Tml exam le... So have to make this a short entry.. Me need to study.. :p
Nth very sian... Nth to write abt.. In class, do revision... After sch, wait for Cherie*lian and hui lan... Den eat our lunch.. Go home..
Reach home le.. Do nth but study... Haix.. BORING!! Lol...
Me will end here le.. Sorry worx.. Really short entry.. SORRY!!!!!
Wednesday, May 05, 2004 @
11:28 pm
Hehe.. Me almost forgot to update my blog.. Hehe..
Today in class nth really happened.. Budden today Mrs kwok taught us something abt kindness and told us a story abt being kind.. And she kept making herself as an example of the person being kind.. I was like.. Omg.. Mrs kwok? Kind? Erm.. *ahem*.. hehe.. Den she told us to write a note of kindness to the person sitting beside us.. Haix.. Me and the guy beside me is like fighting a war against each other.. I really can't think of anything to write.. Den suddenly Mrs kwok reminded me of something.. He did lend his stationeries to me.. So i wrote that to him.. Finish writng le den pass him the note.. I was shocked to receive a note from him.. Den the war ended.. OMG.. MRS KWOK DID ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING GOOD... Den he started lending me his things again.. Den i continued to help him with his studies.. Does it sound like happy ending.. duh..
Den after sch.. Not much to write.. Me went home after having my lunch.. Reach home le.. Slp... Wake up le.. Update blog.. Later.. Slp again(like pig rite?)... Hehe...
Tuesday, May 04, 2004 @
6:54 pm
Yoz.. My first time making an entry!! =P Soo Happy.. if got anything wrong must tell me worx.. tqtq...
Haix.. I really hate me class.. They very guo fen leh.. Hide all my things.. Make me unable to concentrate in class.. Sure fail MYE.. I want to transfer class!!! Budden i love my class mentor.. And i dun really like mrs Bala.. Tat stupid class keep giving problems.. Calling me names.. Insulting me.. I cannot tolerate anymore.. Budden wat can i do? Hm.. I want my frens with me.. Haix.. But this will never come true..
Today after sch.. Jingen councilled me.. TQ very much!! After that, Jingen and Cherie*lian and me went out of sch's nearby basketball court.. We sit down on the court and chat until 3.15.. haha.. Den we went back to sch to wait for *him.. Think after abt 5 mins horx.. en say wan to go JP le... Den leave Cherie*lian and me to wait for *him..
We wait for abt 20mins.. Still cannot find him.. Budden saw Soonhao.. I took his Social Studies textbook and refuse to return it(me bad right?).. haha.. He follow us to the street soccer court.. Ahh! Found *him in the street soccer court.. Wah! Really wish to kill him... Budden we still wait for him.. Den we continue play with Soonhao.. :P He got angry abd left.. Omg.. I have to bring home his book!! Haix.. My fault ma..
Den we wait, wait and wait.. Finally, can see his face in the canteen.. Den we left.. When we reach the bus-stop.. *He suddenly say cannot send me home.. Feel quite disappointed at first.. Budden feel much better when i receive *his sms when i reached home.. =X
That's all for today... Wah.. Quite long neh.. Budden all Singlish.. :p
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