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Saturday, October 17, 2009 @
9:25 am
My heart, brushed off.
I deleted my previous post of my trip to kl because I don't feel the need to anymore. All I want to do right now, is to express/release(whichever deems fit) my negative feelings or I think I'll die of depression. Okay, that's an overstatement. But, trust me, I'd lose my sanity if I bottle it up.
Everyone knows that I've got lots of friends in Malaysia, especially KL. During this holiday weekend, my boy brought me back to his homeland. Since we're going to Malaysia, I thought it would be convenient for us to make a trip to KL first, to visit my Meimei and Laopo, before we go back to Malacca. He took Friday off to accompany me to KL. How thoughtful of him~
I've already contact Meimei beforehand and told her that I'd only be free on Friday so that she could make arrangements to meet me. When I finally reach KL, I called her. She told me she has something to attend to and would only be free at night and will leave her phone with her (ex)boyfriend. I thought it was something urgent and agreed to meet at night. I contact Laopo and she was available, until I told her that Meimei was busy. She said that she'll come together Meimei at night. So she planned activities for herself, since she doesn't know her way to find me and it was inconvenient for me to go to her.
I waited and waited for Meimei, wait until I fall asleep. After 4 hours, her ex-boyfriend called to tell me that his girlfriend(Meimei) was missing. I was worried sick. Was she in trouble? Was she so broke that she couldn't go home? I tried to contact everyone I could that knows her. They all tell me that her uncle said that she left with a guy.
I didn't believe what I was told. I strongly trust Meimei to be someone who would be true and honest. She wouldn't leave her boyfriend to be with another another guy. So I continue my wait for her. I waited for her call. I would rush to my phone whenever I heard my phone ringing, to be disappointed to realise its her boyfriend saying he had lost hopes of finding her.
I went to bed at around 5am. At around 6.30am, Laopo called me and repeated whatever meimei's ex-boyfriend told me. Then, I realised she was still on the phone with me when she called me. She called just to find out more about the situation. After we hung up, the insomniac me found myself "wide-awake". Extremely tired, but simply couldn't fall asleep. Meimei's ex-boyfriend keep calling to ask me for information and whining about his misery. The outsider, ME, has yet to whine about what I've been through 'cause of the both of them, and he dares get whiny. I got scolded by my boy 'cause of his calls! F*** Y**
I tried to call other friends that knows Meimei for updated information, if they have. One told me that Meimei did contact her and was revealed that she has a new boyfriend already and is very happy. She went MIA just so that she could break up with her ex-boyfriend and force him to go back to peneng. It was said that meimei would go home once he go back to peneng.
I feel so cheated. I have to go through so much just for a stupid break-up? I went all the way to KL just to witness the whole event? I had to sacrifice my sleep just for this STUPID THING? I want some explanation from her!!
Why didn't she call me and tell me about this, so that I wouldn't be worried sick? Why didn't she tell me about this, so that I could spend my day in Kl with something else, other than just plain waiting? Why did she promise to meet me, when she actually planned to stage such a drama? Why didn't she contact me, knowing that I'd be so freaking worried about her? Why didn't she call/contact me to explain and apologise for this whole setup? Why did she have to "execute" her plan on the day, I told her earlier, that I would be in KL? Who am I to her? Am I still her dearest Dreamie Jie?
Damn it!! I feel so cheated and hurt!! If anyone's concerned, please contact me. I really need some consolation.
Saturday, October 03, 2009 @
6:30 am
The Ugly Truth
No, not the movie. I'm talking about someone nicknamed GOS(used to be his nickname)! I feel so disgusted to even mention his name, I still wanna blog this down nonetheless. I'm being a busybody right now and a "jerk" to reveal names, but I don't care! I just feel the anger within me and I've got to let it out.
This guy, is definitely one of the most disgusting guy I've ever known. He WAS my friend. About more than a year ago, I heard that he's attached to a really cute girl. I could tell that he loved her deeply. He created a blog for her, and blogged about every little sweet thing that happened between them. I was even a little jealous.
I saw how he pledge, in his blog, to love her forever and he's going to prove to her parents that he's serious about her. According to the couple's blog, her parents disapproved of their relationship. I thought their relationship would last, and he would stop being a jerk he was. Things didn't turn out the way I thought it would.
I accidentally noticed Gos online and saw his MSN display pic to be a picture of himself alone. No Girlfriend? It led me to think that they merely broke up. However, My guess was wrong, like always.
The curious me tried to look for his blog but realised he deleted it. So I looked up for his girlfriend's name. It's quite unique, so it wasn't hard to find. She has 2 blogs, and I read both.
I was so very heartbroken while reading her blog. I can totally understand the pain she's going through. This guy, Gos, actually got her girlfriend pregnant but showed little concern for her. I was actually shocked to know that he's the one who wanted to keep and protect the child.
As I know, most girls are quite sensitive to how much a guy cares for her. No matter if you're a teen or an adult, especially when the lady is expecting. Instead of showering her with love, he choose to ignore her, blaming her for every problem that arises.
When his girlfriend could finally no longer take it, she proposed a break up. He actually agreed, and didn't contact her(other than her scheduled consultations for baby). She's in so much misery and pain. She has to endure the pain of losing a jerk boyfriend, going to school with her baby and endure the whole process of pregnancy alone. This is definitely too much for any girl to bare. I feel for her.
With all that I've been revealed, I couldn't help but think about myself. Would I end up like her in years to come? My relationship with my boy have been going on for only half a year. In a year's time, would I end up like her?
Then I thought, I should trust my boy and learn to protect myself. And tell myself, I will NEVER let myself to such state. If I happen to be in the same situation, I'd be strong. I may break down at first, but I'll definitely stand back up. I will never again let a jerk hold me down.
I know I may be biased because I never got to know the other side of the story. I just want to vent my anger and hatred for this guy on my blog. Thank goondness, I got rid of him. Phew~
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Saturday, October 17, 2009 @
9:25 am
My heart, brushed off.
I deleted my previous post of my trip to kl because I don't feel the need to anymore. All I want to do right now, is to express/release(whichever deems fit) my negative feelings or I think I'll die of depression. Okay, that's an overstatement. But, trust me, I'd lose my sanity if I bottle it up.
Everyone knows that I've got lots of friends in Malaysia, especially KL. During this holiday weekend, my boy brought me back to his homeland. Since we're going to Malaysia, I thought it would be convenient for us to make a trip to KL first, to visit my Meimei and Laopo, before we go back to Malacca. He took Friday off to accompany me to KL. How thoughtful of him~
I've already contact Meimei beforehand and told her that I'd only be free on Friday so that she could make arrangements to meet me. When I finally reach KL, I called her. She told me she has something to attend to and would only be free at night and will leave her phone with her (ex)boyfriend. I thought it was something urgent and agreed to meet at night. I contact Laopo and she was available, until I told her that Meimei was busy. She said that she'll come together Meimei at night. So she planned activities for herself, since she doesn't know her way to find me and it was inconvenient for me to go to her.
I waited and waited for Meimei, wait until I fall asleep. After 4 hours, her ex-boyfriend called to tell me that his girlfriend(Meimei) was missing. I was worried sick. Was she in trouble? Was she so broke that she couldn't go home? I tried to contact everyone I could that knows her. They all tell me that her uncle said that she left with a guy.
I didn't believe what I was told. I strongly trust Meimei to be someone who would be true and honest. She wouldn't leave her boyfriend to be with another another guy. So I continue my wait for her. I waited for her call. I would rush to my phone whenever I heard my phone ringing, to be disappointed to realise its her boyfriend saying he had lost hopes of finding her.
I went to bed at around 5am. At around 6.30am, Laopo called me and repeated whatever meimei's ex-boyfriend told me. Then, I realised she was still on the phone with me when she called me. She called just to find out more about the situation. After we hung up, the insomniac me found myself "wide-awake". Extremely tired, but simply couldn't fall asleep. Meimei's ex-boyfriend keep calling to ask me for information and whining about his misery. The outsider, ME, has yet to whine about what I've been through 'cause of the both of them, and he dares get whiny. I got scolded by my boy 'cause of his calls! F*** Y**
I tried to call other friends that knows Meimei for updated information, if they have. One told me that Meimei did contact her and was revealed that she has a new boyfriend already and is very happy. She went MIA just so that she could break up with her ex-boyfriend and force him to go back to peneng. It was said that meimei would go home once he go back to peneng.
I feel so cheated. I have to go through so much just for a stupid break-up? I went all the way to KL just to witness the whole event? I had to sacrifice my sleep just for this STUPID THING? I want some explanation from her!!
Why didn't she call me and tell me about this, so that I wouldn't be worried sick? Why didn't she tell me about this, so that I could spend my day in Kl with something else, other than just plain waiting? Why did she promise to meet me, when she actually planned to stage such a drama? Why didn't she contact me, knowing that I'd be so freaking worried about her? Why didn't she call/contact me to explain and apologise for this whole setup? Why did she have to "execute" her plan on the day, I told her earlier, that I would be in KL? Who am I to her? Am I still her dearest Dreamie Jie?
Damn it!! I feel so cheated and hurt!! If anyone's concerned, please contact me. I really need some consolation.
Saturday, October 03, 2009 @
6:30 am
The Ugly Truth
No, not the movie. I'm talking about someone nicknamed GOS(used to be his nickname)! I feel so disgusted to even mention his name, I still wanna blog this down nonetheless. I'm being a busybody right now and a "jerk" to reveal names, but I don't care! I just feel the anger within me and I've got to let it out.
This guy, is definitely one of the most disgusting guy I've ever known. He WAS my friend. About more than a year ago, I heard that he's attached to a really cute girl. I could tell that he loved her deeply. He created a blog for her, and blogged about every little sweet thing that happened between them. I was even a little jealous.
I saw how he pledge, in his blog, to love her forever and he's going to prove to her parents that he's serious about her. According to the couple's blog, her parents disapproved of their relationship. I thought their relationship would last, and he would stop being a jerk he was. Things didn't turn out the way I thought it would.
I accidentally noticed Gos online and saw his MSN display pic to be a picture of himself alone. No Girlfriend? It led me to think that they merely broke up. However, My guess was wrong, like always.
The curious me tried to look for his blog but realised he deleted it. So I looked up for his girlfriend's name. It's quite unique, so it wasn't hard to find. She has 2 blogs, and I read both.
I was so very heartbroken while reading her blog. I can totally understand the pain she's going through. This guy, Gos, actually got her girlfriend pregnant but showed little concern for her. I was actually shocked to know that he's the one who wanted to keep and protect the child.
As I know, most girls are quite sensitive to how much a guy cares for her. No matter if you're a teen or an adult, especially when the lady is expecting. Instead of showering her with love, he choose to ignore her, blaming her for every problem that arises.
When his girlfriend could finally no longer take it, she proposed a break up. He actually agreed, and didn't contact her(other than her scheduled consultations for baby). She's in so much misery and pain. She has to endure the pain of losing a jerk boyfriend, going to school with her baby and endure the whole process of pregnancy alone. This is definitely too much for any girl to bare. I feel for her.
With all that I've been revealed, I couldn't help but think about myself. Would I end up like her in years to come? My relationship with my boy have been going on for only half a year. In a year's time, would I end up like her?
Then I thought, I should trust my boy and learn to protect myself. And tell myself, I will NEVER let myself to such state. If I happen to be in the same situation, I'd be strong. I may break down at first, but I'll definitely stand back up. I will never again let a jerk hold me down.
I know I may be biased because I never got to know the other side of the story. I just want to vent my anger and hatred for this guy on my blog. Thank goondness, I got rid of him. Phew~
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