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Saturday, February 24, 2007 @ 5:27 am

i do not trust him


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Friday, February 23, 2007 @ 1:15 am

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I saw this on my friend's msn nick.

没有一个男人值得你为他流泪，值得的不会让你为他流泪
Translation?: No man is worth your tears, the ones that deserves it will never let you cry.


I strongly agree on this. But how can we hold back our tears when we feel like crying?

p/s. Poor english language used =( And i dunno if u can read the chinese words~ @_@


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Tuesday, February 13, 2007 @ 10:48 pm

Updates

Do i really enjoy blogging? zzz.. I always don't update~ What the hell am i doing? anyways~~~ To the updating~~~

Studies
Bad bad bad!

English - C5
Maths - D7
Science - B3
Chinese - B4
Comb. Hum. - D7
L1R4 - 26

Bad bad bad~~ haix~~ I would have been allowed to apply for NP IT if it wasn't for my maths~ WTF?!?! Applying via JPSAE now... If i fail, i'm so gonna appeal. If not sucessful, IM NOT STUDYING~ Okie... Thats an overstatement. I'm gonna work and get myself a tutor, retake maths.. Hehex~

Relationship
I'm being two-timed. booohoooo =( I shan't go into details on how i found out.. It's a LONG story. Been crying for 2 days(no non-stop la)~ Its kinda hard to accept la.. It's like only few hours ago when both of us were so sweet coz we just bought ourselves couple avatar, and at this moment, total madness~

Many thanks to my friends! If it weren't for you guys, i would be still being emo now. I have this 1 very special friend to thank, although i think he's never gonna read this. He's the one who brought me out of my own world and make me realise that there are many friends who are SOOOOOOO worried about me. This was what he did~

Yesterday night at around 8pm, my bf lied to me again.. I was very sad.. This friend called me and hear me cry real badly.. I wanted badly to get out of my house, so i asked if we could meet out somewhere near my house (man.. he lives in ang mo kio). He suggested that i go his house to stay for the night and he'll pay for the cab fare(@.@). Though in shock, i agreed.. I went to shower and get ready to leave the house at 10.30 (yes, i cried for almost 1 1/2 hrs~~)

Reached his house's void deck, he brought me to 7-11 to buy smth to eat.. He bought this funny candy. Gimme eat.. IT WAS SOUR!!!!! Felt like killing him, but it really cheered me up..

Went to his house, he kept teasing me to make sure i dun feel sad yada yada~~ Until
my bf called me.. Mr. Mood's meter bar dropped to red rapidly.. He cont. to tease me, blah blah blah.. And my bf came online.. He asked for a chance blah blah blah~~ talk until i cry again.. He came to pat me on my head, sayang me silently while looking at me cry until i start to wipe off my tears and look up~ i forgot what he did later on but hehehehehe~~ i felt better~

At 4am++ I felt tired and say want to sleep le.. Actually horx, is me see he so tired, den i tell him i wan sleep liao... hehehe.. im so nice right?? xD We both went to sleep.. wakakakaka... b4 sleeping we were fighting for the bed! HAHAHAHAHAHAAS!! it was fun alright. I get the bed in the end~~ wakakakakaka~ and he? The floor of course! (with mattress la) And we went to sleep.. Okie.. Not we, HE! hahahas.. i couldn't sleep..

About 15 mins later, his mummy came in to the room and ask us to eat~ awwwww so sweet.. And my friend was soundly asleep.. zzzz PIG! His mummy gave him a peck on the cheek (so sweet la okie? im so jealous) that woke him up.. and we went out to eat~~

Yummy!!! His mummy made us steamed dumplings!! He has a great mummy~~~ His mummy actually woke up specially to cook for us.. She's afraid that we might get hungry staying up so late at night.. I love his mummy la~~~ @_@ Anyways, after eating, we went back to bed.. He tugged me to bed.. so nice of him right?? i might just fall in love with him ehx??? hehehex... okie im kidding.. and... we sleep le.. hehehehex~~

I woke at 10am.. Felt bored~~ Play sdo~~ Until 12pm++ his father came in and asked if i wanna eat.. wahhs!!!! i love his family totally la!!! okie... enough with his family... i very lazy to type le~~ he sleep until 2pm den wake up.. den after that he go orchard i go home~

what i was trying to say is.. i never knew that a friend can so show so much concern to someone else that he knew for only a few days.. I'm deeply touched.. He made me think about my other friends.. What have they done for me to cheer me up since the moment i found out about the other girl.. So i decided not to go on living in my own world letting all my friends worry about me.. It's been 2 days already, its enough.. High time a make a decision..~

Talked to Rainy about my situation.. He tried to help me make thinking easier.. And i've made my decision already~ I feel so good. Although it does hurt having to do this, i have to do it.. ^.^ yupps~~ waiting for his answer now~~ I hope im ready for this~~ *breathe in* *breathe out* okie~ im ready~~ pray for me ohx~~

okie la.. im dreaming la okie~~ by the time u read this i would have gotten the answer le.. hahas..

Shall announce the 3 poor guys who heard me crying badly thru the phone~~
1st one: Crea!!!!!!!
2nd one: Tomyam kor kor!!!
3rd one: Shadow aka kai~~~~!!!!!
Sorry ah~~~ hehex~~


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